Love struck
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
Since 250709, i falled for you. At first, i thought it was only a come and go feeling but in fact after hours, i guess at that moment i've really falled for you. I don't know why either. It's a feeling which just came and my heart locked it. I really don't know what to do when i see you.. Sigh..
BTZW, 22836 :)
I felt hurt when you are still treating me in this way.. I feel like dying after we broke up.. I guess i shouldn't have treat you like this. Yeah, i didn't listen to you. I should treasure you before i lose you but i then treasure you when i lose you. I regretted but what's the point? After those messages we messaged, i starting to have a feeling that you quite hate me.. I wish, i never know you before :( Goodbye and goodluck to you and Kristy.
SML, 64645664 :)
I guess, Yinli was right. I know ever since you broke up with Chuiching, you don't feel good and very emo. I shouldn't have liked you, or else i wouldn't be in such a mess. Yinli says, i've been wasting my time on you since you don't have feelings for me anymore. Sigh.. Goodluck to you in secondary school :')
PHKJ, 729866 :)
Broken heart
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 5:45 AM
Whenever i see you, i always gain more hurt. Like today, the message were almost all i send. I felt hurt at the time where you say you just don't like me at all. Before that, Yinli helped me to message you and asks if you likes me or not and i was really happy, although you say alil bit or something. I'm really happy. Soon, after 2 - 4 message with Yinli, you told her you doesn't likes me anymore. I really feel hurt..
What is so good about Chuiching that i can never be compare with her? If is studies, i don't mind working even harder for you. I swear i really don't mind a single bit at all. All i ever wanted was you. Whenever i see you during recess/after school's dismissal, i always try to avoid you/run away/don't look at you. I can't do that.. You are irresistible :( Days after days, i tried to forget you but i couldn't.
I really wish to stop loving you or else i wouldn't have to run away from you.. I wonder, why is love to cruel? We can't be together with the person we liked/loved at all.. Why must it always depends on fate/destiny? Is it so important? Why doesn't God give us a chance? I felt hurt.. very hurt.. deeply in hurt.. I wonder if you still cares about me now? I wonder and wonders.. I doubt you don't at all..
My heart breaks when you wanted to go to ACS HIGH, Boys' school (if i'm not wrong).. I'm silly to think you might be gay :X I scare you will be with other girls.. I'm afraid of all this stuffs.. I wanted you to be mine.. I'm selfish and sensitive. That is the reason why i always quarreled with Minglong.. I want to love you wholeheartedly, treasure you and not repeating the same mistakes that i done in the past..
Even Yinghui last time says, i always help others in their relationship but why didn't i help myself? Outside friends says i'm very good and always helping others on their relationship but why don't i help myself instead? I'm deeply hurt and yet, there's a hole in my heart.. bleeding non-stop like water that kept on falling downwards from the tap.. Helping to heal others but not healing mine..
The person who i loved the most, can hurt me the deepest.
Kimhyunjoong&babyhong
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 7:41 AM
Name: 김현중 / Kim Hyun Joong (Gim Hyeon Jung)
Profession: Actor, singer
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-6
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 180cm
Weight: 68kg
Blood type: B
Star sign: Gemini
Education: Kyonggi University
Hobbies: Playing the guitar, piano, dancing
Notes: He is the leader and eldest member of the Korean group SS501
TV Series
Boys Before Flowers (KBS2, 2008)
Spotlight (MBC, 2008, cameo)
Hotelier (TV Asahi, 2007, ep 7)
Can Love Be Refilled? Sitcom (KBS2, 2005)
Nonstop 5 (MBC, 2005, ep 208)
Don't know how come i suddenly like korean actor and actress now, ha ha. Kim Hyun Joong is fucking hot. He's the hottest sex manz. Babyhong is better too <3>Jonus Pek go and fuck yourself and jump off building la. I like who you want go tell, si kaypo. Go suck balls la _|_ Sucker fucker!!
WOOHOO, MANYMANY KIM HYUN JOONG AND BOF PICTURES IS GOING TO GO INTO MY PHONE SOON, HE HE. LUV KIM HYUN JOONG AND BABYHONG <3>
BABYHONG BABYHONG BABYHONG BABYHONG I LUY YOU BELLY BELLY MUCH. I HOPE WE ARE TOGETHER BUT I CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT, ARGHH :'(
Coupled
Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 12:00 PM
040709, you requested me for couple. Like a yay, i'm happy. I'm really very happy :) I wish this would happen in reality. I hope you can forget Chuiching soon, don't understand why do you still like her when she bad mouthed you behind your back. Does she really worth for your love? :(
红嘉君,我爱你 ：）
" When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks. "
Natalie Clifford Barney
