Given up and moved on
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 1:08 AM
Seah Ming Long : I'm glad that i've given up on you (: I'm just a toy that you played all along, isn't it? I realise, i'm dumb for holding onto you when you're always insulting me and trying to say other things. It really break my heart.. worse still, you told me you love to break my heart.. You told me after when we broke up, you will stand up for me and scold the others when they say something about me. But now, i realise it just a 5 minutes of lies. Sigh, sometimes i feel like taking a knife to stab myself.. But why should i do this over a guy? Yea, slashing myself because of you can take as an example. Now the scar is gone but there's one scar lefted. I wonder how am i gonna forget you as the scar is going to stay there forever.. Another way round, i was wrong. It wasn't Kristy's fault. Kristy didn't snatch you away from me. I wronged her. If only, i never know you and i didn't accept you... then i won't blame Kristy in the past. Its alright. In my heart, you're the guy that i luved very deeply, in the past. I swear. But now, you're my most luvable brother alright! So, byebye 040508 ^^
Yap Hoong Feng : Give up on me. We won't be together. Give up on me and move on alright? Trust me, i never liked you before so.. give up on me. During the barbecue i know you kept on wanting to get close to me but i kept on running away. I'm alil sensitive to people who i don't have feelings to.
7298664664527586 : Ever since 070509, i falled for you. The feeling wasn't just come and go. It all started when we stayed back and played table-tennis. Ever since you chase after me just for the sake of your bat ^^ Funniest part was when you were actually trying to snatch away your bat while i'm sitting on the assembly ground and at the void deck. Trying to snatch away while Guanseng trying to talk to me (: Well, i feel very shy. As in like, whenever i see you during recess at the void deck or after school. I never liked anyone after 6C's class. I guess you're the first person that i liked in 6D. I wonder if you have ever liked me or not? I wonder why should i deserve a false hope? Sigh, i wished we were together during my birthday. I'm so useless.. I miss you so much, but do you? I'm wondering... We haven't been talking to each other about 3 - 7 days already )': I'll wait and i guess i might not be giving up on you (:
7298664664527586, i love you (:
