Fuck love

Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 7:45 PM


Two hearts that beats together as one.

Ming Long or Jin Kai? Why do I always have to think of Ming Long when I have a crush on other guys? Why is this happening to me? I really tried to forget him and tried my best to erase the memories that Ming Long and I created together. And another way, what's the point of liking Jin Kai? Felt fucking sad when Amanda told me he ka my jiao wei behind my back. Heart shattered into pieces. Fuck love.

Wishing if I could have your true love.

I never know that the person whom you loved the most can hurt you the deepest

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 6:35 AM

Baven : I am very sad once I received that message. All I can reply was being a normal friend to you. I have been asking myself if I should continue loving you secretly or letting it go? Maybe letting you go is a right decision. Somehow, I don't really bear to let you go. I really don't know what to say now.. I'm in a mess. I really don't know what to do now..

Jinkai : Once again, feeling. Sometimes, I really hate feelings alot...

Benson : I'm sorry that I didn't accept you. I doesn't have any feelings for you. I don't wish to hurt you either so.. we can only stay as friends. I hope you understand:)

Shibin/sml : Same thing as usual, goodluck to you:')